Saturday, December 26, 2009

Merry Christmas Wreck 2009

Merry Christmas 2009! My mornin began early yesterday with my son in my ear excited Santa came. I woke and went downstairs and watched him and to my surprise had a few things for myself from the jolly old man. The fam started waking one by one until we were all up getting things together to go to Grannys. My son and I were following my aunt over the river and through the woods to Grannys. I tapped the break comin up on a curve, car pulled as always to the right, we hydroplaned, fish tailed for a minute and then slammed my side of the car into the guardrail. I sat confused tryin to find my Aunts number to call her and ask her to turn around. I was so in shock and confused I called my Momma. A young man pulled up on the hill into a driveway. Came down to my car, got on his cell phone, and told me he was calling the cops because I was drunk. I told him I wasn't drinking. My 11 year old was shaken and scared. The guy told me he was an off duty cop. He had his gun on his jeans and was wearing a tshirt so I asked for I.D. I told him I am a diabetic on insulin and he laughed and told the dept. I assumed he was talking to that I was even standin there sayin I was a diabetic. I pulled my shirt all the way up and showed him my insulin pump, tubing. and inset, and said, I am a diabetic on insulin all day everyday. He turned whiter than he was already. About that time the other two officers showed up. An older cop and a younger cop. He asked me first if I was ok. I said, "Yes Sir I am shook, do you see that drop on the other side of that guardrail?" He asked if I had had anything to drink. I said no I am just shook, anxious. My Aunt and my Uncle Easy pulled up. Tension immediately loosened up. I told the uniformed officers what happened. He asked me if I was sure I hadn't had anything to drink. I said, "Yes sir I am not a drinker." He asked if I could pass a simple test. He asked me to look at the tip of the pen and follow it without moving my head lol. I told him I could try but if that was what would determined my sobriety maybe we should get a blood alcohol or somethin because I was shook. I did the pen test and he walked away while we were lookin under the hood. The young off duty guy was still there. I assume he was waiting to find out just how drunk I was...not. The older officer brought the blow machine to me, told me how to use the thing, and away I blew. 000 Nothing. I hadn't had a drink. The only possible 2 times a year I drink and do not drive are New Year's Eve and the 4th of July. I was treated like complete shit by the off duty cop. From the time he got there until he left with his feelings hurt cause he didn't get to be Barney Fife. I am not knockin his job detail..do your job lil buddy. However, Christmas mornin, single Mom and child, car full of presents, near death accident...SHOW SOME COMPASSION. First and for most, "Are you ok?? Have you had anything to drink??" He swore up and down when he was on the phone speaking with his dept my car reeked of alcohol and I was reekin too. Bath & Bodyworks Twilightwoods C*cksucker. I will be writing a couple of letters as soon as I figure out what his name is. There is no police report because it wasn't reported. I've got my ways of findin out though, and I will. I will get heard on this one for sure, one way or another. Off duty was wrong in a lot of ways. Kane is feeling fine today. He is upset at the cop right a long with me and thankful his Momma can drive. I held it together in that big body Cougar ;) My body feels like I got into a boxin match with a humpback whale..lol only takin body shots lol. What a jerk off. I hope he and his family had a Merry Christmas. Karma is my friend and so is God. He held us in his hand yesterday and for that I am grateful. Make sure when you say your prayers and blessings you thank God for not pullin mine and Kane's cards... Kane said, "Mom, you could have died, or I could have died, but if we had to die I would ask God to take us both so one of us won't have to live without the other." ~Blessed~ sniff~ If anyone would like to help me fix what caused the wreck let me know. It is def time to fix it. I won't be putting that off anymore for sure. Funny, I have a KFOP star on my AUTISM license plate. I'm thankful for the COMPASSION the uniformed officers gave my son and myself while doing their jobs accordingly.~

Monday, October 5, 2009

Danger In Knockin Da Boots~

So Sundays service was WOW. It was very intense and straight forward on sex. I am compelled to share what I sponged from the service. I took lots of notes.


We should walk Holy. Sexual intimacy and relationships are a gift from God. There are boundaries, responsibilities, and I have now an 11 year old obligation. My 11 year old obligation is truly a blessing. Had I not had him when I did I would probably not have any children of my own. We are not given the gift of sexual intimacy for competition or conquest. Only God can complete us.


1 Corinthians 6:18

Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body.


When we sin against our own bodies we pollute our spirits. What about disease or dis-ease?? I really like this quote from the Rev. God forgives you but consequences will kill you. Meaning, you have sex with someone with the AIDS virus, God will forgive you of your sins of sexual immorality but the consequences of your actions will most definitly KILL you.